full collapse, total loss
rub my knees- tired taut
think about the night you kept repeating that you loved me till you cried.
you'd already stayed late,
still had that 3 hour drive,
so we stayed on the phone your whole way home and then some.
i am a stone now, keep a rope around my throat now
just in case you wanna wring my neck i understand,
it's more than what i deserve,
i am a ghost now, haunt the water where we both drowned.
feel i'm not alone.